Now, we are all congregated together behind baggage check-in by a column labeled parking, putting off the inevitable. Guess what?!? I have to take a walk outside to get some fresh cold air. Yes, I was still nauseated, dizzy, shaking, and so on. So, I come back in get my oils out and start rubbing them on. I placed Elevation & Balance behind my ears, Melissa on the back and front of my neck, Digest Zen around my belly button, Baby Jesus Oil on my chest along with Ylang Ylang, Citrus Bliss on my wrist, and popped 3 Peppermint beadlets in my mouth. Thank you doTerra Essential Oils for making this trip possible. Within a few moments all my symptoms were fading. Which helped with the inevitable. We were about to say "See you later" to our loved ones. So, as I was standing by my mother-in-law she advised it may be better if we stop putting it off and go through security check point so that I can go sit down and relax.
Even though I was a hot mess, I am really grateful for The Lord’s call on my husbands life. I am humbled by my children’s excitement to go to another country and serve The Lord. Then I embraced my MIL and the tears began to flow as she thanked me for loving her son so much. Thanks Brenda for being here on this special day. I know that you’re supporting us in every way possible. Thanks for being an encouragement while we were on deputation. I know that we haven't always been super close, but thanks to deputation it brought us even closer. I love you and thank you for being my mother in law.
Next was my mom. Whew- what can I say other than what she said which was, "my head completely understands what's going on, but, my heart doesn't. It hurts really bad and I'm gonna be sad to see y'all go." I told her, "I understood what she was saying. She doesn't have to be tough, it's ok to cry, and be sad, but that she needs to take good care of herself." Thank you mom for being my mom, and for giving me life. Thank you for allowing me to be the crazy, different, awkward, sporty, total Tomboy, outgoing, sleepy, lazy, crafty, person that I am. Thank you mom for allowing me to live at your home the last 2 1/2 years of deputation. Thanks for allowing my husband and I to play chef every night we were in town. (We really loved it! Not only because we love food, yes you can tell, but because we love to cook together.) If you ever need any of our recipes that we experienced with or created just let us know we will be glad to share. Thanks for always putting up with our crazy schedule, messy ins and outs, loads of laundry always waiting/having to be done, my husband harassing you about how hot the house was and our use of the front room, extra bathroom, and guest room. I love you very very much.
Then I moved on to my Blue-eyed nephew. I got down on his level and he just planted some kisses on me. Then he wrapped me up with a big 'ol hug. I could of stayed there just hugging him all day. He is normally very quick to give lovin and is off running around again. Not today we was giving me lots and lots of love. Thank you BW for being here on this special day and thank you for being so excited, (clueless of what exactly was going on) because JJ needed that. Love ya!
Then on to Miss. Mal-Mal my niece. She began to give me some sugars and hug on me all the while we were talking about her week. She was very excited about this week because, JCA is having Homecoming this week. Everyday has a great themed day to dress up to. She agreed it was way better than any stinkin uniform. Lol! She did so well with her emotions. Because believe me she fully understands what's going on even if her lil brother doesn't. Mallie Thank you for coming today and being such a big girl. You're very precious to me. Love you bunches!
On to my brother-in-law Adam as we embraced each other he said, "we love y'all very much, and I know y'all are going to do great." I thanked him for being so good to my sister, niece, and nephew. He takes good care of them, even if Mary says he is tight with his money. However, she has never gone without. Lol! Thanks Adam for taking off work this morning to be able to be here for our send off. Love ya!
Then on to my father-in-law Doug, AKA Grandpa. Brian and I are so blessed that he is in our family. We embraced and he had me promise I would keep in touch by notifying them of all that is going on in our part of the world. He said, “to go and lead lots of souls to Christ.” We'll, we sure are going to give it our best. Thank you Grandpa Doug for coming today and being an extra hour earlier than us because my hubby failed to tell y'all we were running a little behind our goal, which was ok. But, none the less you where there to help in any way and was super excited for us. Love you!
Now, moving on to my dad. I'm not sure what to say. Only because he has never flown before and quite possibly never will. As we embraced we just cried. I am a DADDY’s GIRL! I know that he will do everything in his power to get my mom over for a visit within our first term. But, just not sure if he will be able to come. So, my heart breaks for that. But, I know we will be in touch via, text, talk, and e-mail. I'm sure it will be daily if not more than that. But, that's fine with me. Thank you dad for being my dad and for always being there for me. I really appreciate you offering for us to move in with you all and not having to worry about the up keep and lawn at our “Mansion”. Lol! (That’s what my family called our little trailer that we lived in at the beginning of deputation. ;) It allowed us to have less stress.) I am glad that my husband loves to stalk you and mom by taking random pics of y'all while you sit and enjoy your electronics. It sure made me laugh. By the way there is nothing wrong with enjoying your electronics. We enjoy ours a lot too. Just don't forget to visit with mom every now and again. :) I love you so much! See ya soon.
Last but not least I had to say see ya later to my best friend and lil sister. No we were not always super close. After high school that began to change and it did very quickly. From hanging out as YP's of JBC to being in each other's weddings, down to doing practically everything together. (Especially once we had children). I'm not sure how ladies make it in this world without a sister. Which makes me wonder who will our daughters have this kind of relationship with since they don't have a sister. I guess we must ensure our sons marry some awesome ladies, so that our daughter & daughter-in-law can have this same relationship. Well, I guess after high school it is ok to be our daughters BFF. :) So, really all we could do is embrace each other. While we both recognize it's The Lord's will it isn't easy to accept at this particular point. Neither of us was very happy with His plans for this day. Departure day! D day! Doom day! Whatever you would like to call this particular day in the closure of deputation or as some call it pre-field ministries, and our beginning of on the field ministries. Obviously, we know we will be excited when that first Thai person excepts Christ and we will say this day was worth it all, but, not right this second. I'm not sure how many times we said we loved each other. But, what I realized is I don't say it often enough, especially to my loved ones. (I will work to change that). Mary, thanks for coming today and being my personal paparazzi, for wearing make-up (not that you don't, but, let's face it the last few days we didn't because we would just wash it off with our tears). Thanks for for cheering us on outwardly while I know inwardly your heart was breaking; all with your kids in tow. Thanks for driving me all the way to North Dallas on Monday for blood work, for buying and bring breakfast out on Tuesday, for coming and helping me attempt to finish packing, then for going to meet Nanny Kay for my Chapstick, and also for coming to dinner on Tuesday evening at Outback. Which I know would've been easier to just not come to any of these last few activities/family get-togethers. I love you so very stinkin much! :-)
I would like to thank the two TSA ladies (I'm pretty sure they have to be in every picture my mom, MiL, or sister took while we went through security) they were so kind and super excited for us. They asked lots of questions like, where you headed, for how long, what takes you there for that length, what denomination are we, and so on and so forth. They had contacts or relatives that were missionaries also in South East Asia and were so excited to hear about more Baptist Missionaries heading over there. They loved our personal fan club. They over heard Mary tell BW that if he ran past the ropes to come where we were that they would arrest him, they both said no they wouldn’t. They also said he and his sister were so cute they would take them both. We had no problem at all going through security. No pat downs, no bags checked, no concern or worry at all. Thank you Lord for that. Seriously my stress level must have dropped 5 degrees. That doesn't happened to us very often, when traveling via airplane.